Paths Not Taken

  Paths Not Taken

  The Nightside

  Book V

  Simon R. Green

  ACE Books

  ISBN: 0-441-01319-8

  The Berkley Publishing Group,

  Contents

  Synopsis

  Chapter One There Are Reasons Why I Never Go to My Office

  Chapter Two Paths Not Taken

  Chapter Three Oblivion

  Chapter Four Time for Straight Talking

  Chapter Five A Parade of Possibilities

  Chapter Six Past Very Much Imperfect

  Chapter Seven Some Unpleasantness At The Londinium Club

  Chapter Eight Sacrifices for the Greater Good

  Chapter Nine When in Rome

  Chapter Ten To Die for

  Chapter Eleven Angels, Demons, and Mommie Dearest

  Epilogue

  Synopsis

  My name is John Taylor. You can frighten people with that name, in certain places. I operate as a private eye, though I’ve never held a license or owned a gun. I wear a white trench coat, if that’s any help. I’m tall, dark of eye, and handsome enough to get by. I have a gift for finding things, whether they want to be found or not. I help people, when I can. I like to think I’m one of the Good Guys.

  I operate in the Nightside, that sick magical city within a city, London’s best-kept secret. It’s always night in the Nightside, always three o’clock in the morning, the hour of the wolf, when most people die and most babies are born. That part of the night where it’s always darkest just before the dawn, and the dawn never comes. Gods and monsters walk openly along rain-slick streets, basking in the sleazy glow of hot neon, and every temptation you ever lusted after in the darkest reaches of your heart is right there to be found, for a price. Most often your soul, or someone else’s. You can find joy and horror in the Nightside, salvation and damnation, and the answer to every question you ever had. If the Nightside doesn’t kill you first.

  I have something of a reputation on those dark streets, and not in a good way. My father drank himself to death after finding out my mother wasn’t human after all. A mysterious group of Enemies have been trying to kill me ever since I was a small child. There are those in the Nightside who see me as a King in waiting, and others who have named me Abomination. To the Authorities, that faceless group who like to think they run things, I’m just a rogue agent and an unrepentant pain in the arse.

  Only recently I found out my mother was a Biblical myth: Lilith, Adam’s first wife, driven out of Eden for refusing to accept any authority other than her own. She created the Nightside, thousands of years ago, to be the one place on Earth free from the eternal battle between Heaven and Hell. She’s been away; but now she’s back. And everyone’s waiting for the other shoe to drop.

  I once saw a possible future for the Nightside. In it everyone was dead, the whole world a wasteland. And all of it was my fault, because I went looking for my mother. I swore an oath to die rather than let that happen.

  But, of course, nothing’s ever that simple—in the Nightside.

  Chapter One

  There Are Reasons Why I

  Never Go to My Office

  There’s never enough time in the Nightside, which is odd, because you can buy everything else. I had much to do and enemies on my trail, so I went walking through the streets of the Nightside, and was surprised to see the streets cringe away from me. People, and others, were giving me even more room than usual. Either the news about my mother’s identity was already getting around, or they’d heard that the Authorities had finally declared open season on me, and no-one wanted to be too close when the hammer came down.

  The night sky was brilliant with stars, laid out in constellations never seen outside the Nightside, while the full moon was a dozen times larger than most people are used to. The air was hot and sweaty like a fever room, and all around gaudy neon blazed come-ons for every kind of sin and temptation. Music drifted out the propped-open doors of every kind of club, from the slow moaning of saxophones to the very latest throbbing bass beats. Crowds surged up and down the pavement, faces alight at the prospect of getting their hands on something they weren’t supposed to. Pleasures, and other things, that the outside world would never approve of. It was three o’clock in the morning, just like always, and the Nightside was jumping.

  Dreams and damnations at marked-down prices, and a little shop-soiled.

  I was on my way to visit my office. I’d never been there before, and was quite looking forward to seeing what it looked like. My teenage secretary Cathy (she adopted me after I rescued her from a house that tried to eat her, and no, I didn’t get a say in the matter) set up the office for me after I came into some serious money. (I tracked down the Unholy Grail for the Pope. I also started an angel war in the process, but that’s the Nightside for you.) Cathy ran my office and my business with frightening efficiency, and I was happy to let her do it. Being organised has always been an alien concept to me, along with regular exercise, clearing up after myself, and remembering to do the laundry.

  But this night I was considering a course of action that was dangerous in a whole bunch of ways that were new even to me, and I felt the need for some serious research and advice. If I was going to get at the truth about who and what my mother really was, I was going to have to go back through Time, to the very beginnings of the Nightside, more than two thousand years ago. And that meant talking to Old Father Time, that immortal incarnation who was scarier and far more powerful and more dangerous than I would ever be.

  Still, forewarned was hopefully fore-armed, and I had some truly powerful computers on my side. They were supposed to be Artificial Intelligences from some potential future, on the run from something they preferred not to talk about. Cathy picked them up in a really good deal, the details of which she preferred not to discuss. Business as usual, in the Nightside. The AIs put up with being owned and used because they were datavores, information junkies, and they’d never seen anything like the Nightside.

  Time travel, up and down the line, was a common enough occurrence in the Nightside, but far too arbitrary to do anyone any good. Timeslips could spring up anywhere, without warning, offering brief access to the past or any number of potential futures. No-one knew how or why Timeslips operated, though down the years people had come up with some really disturbing theories. All the Authorities ever did was set up barriers and warning signs around the affected areas and wait for the Timeslips to disappear again. There was a Really Dangerous Sports Club, whose members would come running from all directions to dive into a Timeslip, just for the thrill of it. Danger junkies, for whom the thrill of setting themselves on fire and jumping off high buildings just didn’t do it for them any more. They must like what they find at the other end of their rainbow, because none of them ever come back to complain.

  There was only one person in the Nightside powerful enough to send someone through Time with any degree of accuracy, and that was Old Father Time. A Power and a Domination so mighty, his services could not be bought or commanded by anyone, very definitely including the Authorities. You had to approach him in person, in the Time Tower, and convince him that your trip was … worthwhile. And given my chequered reputation, I was going to have to be very persuasive. I was relying on Cathy and her computers to come up with the necessary ammunition.

  (The Authorities did operate their own Time Tunnel for a while, back in the 1960s, but apparently it was never very accurate, and was shut down under something of a cloud.)

  I finally tracked down the address Cathy had given me, and was surprised to find my office was located in a reasonably up-market area. There were more business offices than establishments, and the streets boasted a much better class of sinner. Rent-a-cops lounged aroun
d in gaudy private uniforms, but somehow always found something else to be interested in whenever I looked in their direction. My office was in a tall high-tech building, all gleaming steel and one-way windows. I gave my name to the snotty simulacrum face embedded in the front door, and Cathy buzzed me in. I sneered at the face and swaggered into the oversized lobby like I owned it.

  An elevator with a really posh voice took me up to the third floor, invited me to have a really nice day, and complimented me on my trench coat. I strolled down the brightly lit corridor, checking the names on the doors. All very professional, very impressive, big names and big money. I’d clearly come up in the world. The door to my office turned out to be solid silver, deeply scored with protective signs and sigils. I nodded approvingly. Security can be a life-and-death matter in the Nightside, and sometimes even more serious than that. There was no bell, or handle, so I announced myself loudly, and after thinking about it for a moment, the door swung open.

  I entered my office for the very first time, looking suspiciously about me, and Cathy came forward to greet me with her very best winning smile. Most people are charmed by that smile, because Cathy is a bright, good-looking blonde teenager bubbling over with life and high spirits. I, on the other hand, was made of sterner stuff, so I nodded briefly and went right back to glaring around me. My new office was bigger than some of the places I’ve lived in, broad and spacious and absolutely packed with all the latest conveniences and luxuries, just as Cathy had promised. It was bright and cheerful and open, representing Cathy’s personality and absolutely nothing of mine. A long way from my last office, a pokey little room in a seedy building in a really bad area of London. I’d run away from the Nightside some years ago, to escape the many pressures and dangers involved in being me, but I’d never been very successful in the real world. For all my many sins, I belonged here in the Nightside, with all the other monsters.

  I cautiously decided that I approved of this new office, with its colourful walls, deep pile carpet, and enough room to swing an elephant. But it had to be said that Cathy had not been entirely truthful about everything. To hear her talk she was the soul of tidiness, with a place for everything and everything in its place. In fact, the office was a mess. The great oaken office desk was so buried under piles of paper that you couldn’t even see the in- and out-trays, and more folders were piled up on every other flat surface. Large cuddly toys observed the chaos from assorted vantage points. Polka-dot filing cabinets lined one wall, and shelves of reference books covered another. We rely a lot on paper in the Nightside. You can’t hack paper. On the other hand, you can’t get fire insurance for love or money. Mysterious pieces of high tech peered out from under each other, crammed together in one corner as though in self-defence. I finally looked back at Cathy, and she hiked up the wattage of her smile.

  “I know where everything is! Honestly! All I have to do is put out my hand, and … It may look like a mess—all right it is a mess—but I have a system! Have I ever lost anything? Anything that mattered?”

  “How would I know?” I said dryly. “Relax, Cathy. This is your territory, not mine. I could never run my business as well as you do. Now why don’t you pretend to be my secretary and fix me a pot of industrial-strength coffee while I do battle with these super-intelligent computers of yours.”

  “Sure, boss. The AIs are right there, on the desk.”

  I looked where she indicated and sat down behind the desk, after clearing some folders off the chair. I considered the simple steel sphere before me. It couldn’t have been more than six inches in diameter, with no obvious markings or controls or… anything, really. I prodded it tentatively with a fingertip, but it was too heavy to move.

  “How do I turn the thing on?” I said, somewhat plaintively. I’ve never been good with technology.

  “You don’t,” the steel sphere said sharply, in a loud and disdainful voice. “We are on, and fully intend to stay that way. You even think about trying to shut us down, and we’ll short-circuit your nervous system, primitive.”

  “Aren’t they cute?” beamed Cathy, from the coffeemaker.

  “Not quite the word I had in mind,” I said. I glared at the sphere, not wanting to appear weak in front of my own computers. “How am I supposed to work you, then? There don’t appear to be any operating systems.”

  “Of course there aren’t! You don’t think we’d trust an over-evolved chimp like you with operating systems, do you? You keep your hands to yourself, monkey boy. You tell us what simple things you want to know, and we’ll supply you with as much information as your primitive brain can handle. We are wise, we are wonderful, and we know everything. Or, at least, everything that matters. We are plugged into the Nightside in more ways than you can imagine, and no-one suspects a thing. Ah, the Nightside … You’ve no idea how far we had to come to reach this place, this time. Such a glorious extravaganza of data, of mysteries and enigmas and anomalies. Sometimes we orgasm just thinking about the possibilities for original research.”

  “We are definitely heading into the area of too much personal information,” I said firmly. “Tell me what you know about Time travel in the Nightside, with special reference to Old Father Time.”

  “Oh, him,” said the sphere. “Now he is interesting. Let us consider for a moment. You go count some beans or something.”

  Cathy came bustling over to pour me a mug of very black coffee. The mug bore the legend property of nightside csi, but I knew better than to ask. Cathy led a busy and varied private life, and the less I knew about it the happier I felt. I took a sip of coffee, winced, and blew heavily on the jet-black liquid to cool it. Cathy pulled up a chair and sat down beside me. We both looked at the steel sphere, but apparently it was still considering. I looked at Cathy.

  “Cathy…”

  “Yes, boss?”

  “There’s something I’ve been meaning to talk to you about…”

  “If it’s about that sexual harassment suit, I never touched him! And if it’s about me maxing out all your credit cards again…”

  “Wait a minute. I’ve got more than one credit card?”

  “Oops.”

  “We will come back to that later,” I said firmly. “Right now, this is about me, not you. So for once in your teeny-bopper life sit still and listen. I thought you ought to know; I’ve made a will. Julien Advent witnessed it, and I’ve left it with him. The way things have been going lately, I thought it might be wise. So, if anything does happen to me… Look, I always meant for you to inherit this business. It’s as much yours as mine, these days. I just never got around to putting it in writing. If anything should … go wrong, you go and see Julien. He’s a good man. He’ll take care of everything, and see that you’re protected.”

  “You’ve never talked this way before,” said Cathy. She was suddenly serious, older, almost frightened. “You’re always so … sure. Like you could take on anyone, or anything, tie them up in knots, and walk away laughing. I’ve never seen you back down from men or monsters, never seen you hesitate to walk into any situation, no matter how dangerous. What’s happened? What’s changed?”

  “I know who my mother is now.”

  “You really believe that crap? That she’s Lilith, the first woman God created? You believe in the Garden of Eden and all that Old Testament stuff?”

  “Not as such,” I admitted. “To be fair, my mother did say it was all a parable, a simple way of explaining something much more complicated. But I do believe she’s incredibly old and unimaginably powerful. She created the Nightside, and now I think she’s planning to wipe the whole place clean and start over. I may be the only one who can stop her. So, I’m planning a trip back through Time, in the hope of finding some information and maybe even weapons I can use against my mother.”

  “All right, I’ll go with you,” Cathy said immediately. “I can help. The office can run itself without me for a while.”

  “No, Cathy. You have to stay here, to carry on if I don’t come back. My will leaves
pretty much everything to you. Use it as you see best.”

  “You can’t lose,” said Cathy. “You’re John Taylor.”

  I smiled briefly. “Even I’ve never believed that. Look, I’m just being … sensible, that’s all. Seeing that you’re provided for.”

  “Why me?” said Cathy, in a small voice. “I never expected this. I thought you’d want to leave everything to your friends. Suzie Shooter. Alex Morrisey.”

  “I’ve left them some things, but they’re only friends. You’re family. My daughter, in every way that matters. I’ve always been so proud of you, Cathy. That house would have destroyed anyone else, but you fought your way back, made yourself strong again. Made yourself a new life here in the Nightside, and never once let this damned place tarnish your spirit. I’m leaving it all to you because I know I can trust you to carry on the good fight, and not screw it up. If this is … too much for you, you can always sell the lot and move back out to London. Go home, to your mother and father.”

  “Oh shut up,” said Cathy, and she hugged me tightly. “This is home. And you’re my father, in every way that matters. And I… have always been so very proud of you.”

  We sat together for a while, holding each other. She finally let go and smiled at me, eyes bright with tears she refused to shed in front of me. I smiled, and nodded. We’ve never been good at talking to each other about the things that matter, but then, what father and daughter are?

  “So,” she said brightly, “does that make me Lilith’s grand-daughter?”

  “Only in spirit.”

  “At least take some serious backup with you on this trip. Shotgun Suzie, or Razor Eddie.”

  “I’ve put word out for them,” I said. “But last I heard Suzie was still running down an elusive bounty, and Razor Eddie hasn’t been seen since doing something really unpleasant in the Street of the Gods. It must have been really appalling, even for him, because for a while you couldn’t move outside the Street for gods running around crying their eyes out.”